Just need to be patient. Expecting miracles evoke highest anxiety. Yes. I am expecting miracles but its not like m not working for it. Futile or not, efforts I need to make. And need to be patient for its only me who can get me out of this rat hole. For as long as ita my time to serve here, I will have to weather i like it or not. So its for me to remember to keep making efforts and keep calm.