Although there is a feeling guiding me.
Although I know this is it.
Still a fear engulfs me.
Still a worry seeps through in.
Still a darkness unseen is hovering above
Still a voice a telling me, be careful!
To give in to the fear
Or to stand tall on what I feel
This situation is feeding onto me.
The strength to fight this fear
And the strength to stand my ground
Is asking my soul to be hollow
And all the feelings to go numb.
Will it really lead to a new beginning by the time this all ends?!