Sunday, June 27, 2010

the current scinario

This is after really long that im writing again. And almost everything has changed in my life. College is over and I have started working. And that in itself is only such a big change. I have moved back to Delhi. And I don’t know what to say about it. At the moment, im so confused about every single thing in my life. I am just living every day after another because its handed on to me but I don’t want to that. Maybe it’s a phase. Maybe it’ll get over. Or maybe, it’ll take something to let this phase end. Whatever it is, I guess I’ll have to wait and find out. All I can do is hope and pray that things turn out all right.

Life is so short and unpredictable.. and the more I try to acknowledge this fact and try to make it worthwhile… it always backfires on me. I know I cannot get a sneak peek into the future and its going to be worthless even if I try. But I try my best to use the information given at hand and make a wise decision. But nothing seems to be relieving me.

There are my moments of fun but they hardly seem to last. I worry all day and I worry all night. And I seriously have no clue what the cause is. Sometimes it really drives me crazy.

i hope someone can tell me that everything is going to be alright. Someone I can believe in. I don’t even feel like writing now. Because these are lot more than just feelings.

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